Tuesday, 31 May 2016

Interesting Nightmare

*points at title* No, I'm not talking about the launch of the publishing company (though it's rather entertaining - in a weird way, and the launch's the reason for my being so quiet around here these weeks).
When I have fever (and with the defrosting of the last millimetres of my nerve VII, it happens a lot), I have nightmares. Usually, most nightmares dissolve from my brain when I stand up and go to the kitchen to make breakfast, but sometimes, I remember the nightmares.
I put a notebook next to my bed in order to write bits about the nightmare plots (years ago, I had a terrible nightmare - properly scary and all. I remember thinking that it'd make a very, very good story, and the moment I got up, "Poof!" most of it was gone. I still hope my brain will give me that plot bunny back one day - even if it's scary).
Last night's nightmare is still in my head. It's not a plot bunny candidate this one... It's just... odd.
It brought me back to my college days, back when I was still a student and I was a teacher as well. Until I sat for my PhD, I was afraid that something would happen, and my delightful, feverish brain brought me back to that time in my latest nightmare:
I was teaching at my old college (that was odd, because I taught a few classes at another college back then), and I was planning to sit for my PhD in a couple of weeks when someone from administration came to see me and informed me that they thought I was missing a unit for... my BA.
I protested that I could prove that I had my BA - and my MA, and my M.St, but they were going back to my BA and were quite cold.
No one was helping me until... one of my colleagues decided to fight for me. That colleague? Oh... just Mr Gary Sinise (let's blame that one on Criminal Minds, shall we?).
He did manage to help me, but he did it not in the way I wanted to prove that I had my BA, and I was quite angry.
He tried to apologize by bringing a small military band (like the ones that play at St James's Park) to play for me, and... I woke up.

It's very strange because Mr Sinise was quite nice, but the fear of losing all my hard work because someone had lost an old file of mine was quite vivid and unpleasant (yes, I do see the possible link with the stress caused by the company launch, thank you).

Back to work...
See you "soon"...

2 comments:

Ruan Peat said...

humm I wouldn't mind dreaming of Gary Sinise, most of mine are currently of abandonment and loss which having just lost my mum is normal I suppose, but I have never done that before so forgive me still working it all out :-)
I love getting really lucid dreams, and try to hold them after I wake but most just do not stand up to a waking mind, Why would I need to stand on only the black tiles on the floor, and why am I only dressed in a curtain? odd but fun.
think I shall head to bed early in hope of Gary joining me later ;-)
Good luck with your launch, and remember to enjoy it too.

Lanor said...

*hugs* I'm so sorry for your loss.
Sad dreams are to be expected, of course. I really hope Gary will come see you in Morpheus's territory. *more hugs*

Interesting curtain dream. ^_^

Thanks!! "Just" two more things to do, and this show will be on the road. *gulp* But it *is* great to be one's boss.

*hugs*